Hey peoples,
I have something like this on msn as well but alot of my friends use this so i thought i would give it a shot.  Well i am currently studying year 12 at Lake Ginninderra College, and i am looking forward to finishing half way through the year.  I am going to have 6 months off of just relaxing and then next year i am looking at goint to CIT (TAFE) to get a bachelor of interior design over a three year course.
Other than that i have a fairly active social life at the moment, which admittedly is taking a toll on my schooling but i am having fun.  This explosion of social activity is due to breaking up with my boyfriend, Ben.  When i was with him i never really went out anywhere and i felt secluded and isolated from everyone and everything.  I would go around to see him and he would sit on the computer doing something or watch tv.  I was never allowed to cuddle up to him because he was always getting too hot, or uncomfortable.  He never made any compromises, it was always what he wanted to do.  Anyway, nearing the end of the ten and a half month relationship, i began talking to my ex boyfriend (Kurt) again, and realised that i still had feelings for him, and realised how much of my self i was/had sacrificed to be in the relationship with Ben at the time.  I started to think about cheating on him, and when i found myself thinking of that i realised that it is time to end the relationship.  I wasn't getting the emotional support that i needed and so i broke up with him and found the emotional support somewhere else.   I know this may sound pretty harsh, but its what i needed to do for my own mental health.  I am enjoying being single because it means i don't need to try and please anybody else.  It means that i am free to check out other guys, or go out until early morning without having let anybody know what i'm doing, who i'm which, where i am or when i will be home.  I missed just being me and i think that is one reason why i had to break up with Ben.

Please feel free to comment on this.

There is also this one guy that i am involved with but not dating at the moment, and alot of people have been saying that he is untrust worthy and all this bad stuff about him, now because i don't know him all that well and this is coming from someone that used to be his best friend not long ago, i don't know what to believe.  So many things are being said lately and alot of them are turning out not to be true but then again you never know who is telling the truth and who is just trying to cover their own ass or attention seeking.  HELP!

Well i am going to go, i think i've written enough for now.

Talk later

Bye